Irene_91

me plus you~

2010-08-18T10:56:00.000-07:00

well well,after long term of not writting in my blog..my long lost blog.. hmmm, im begin wid u..and each time when i see you...my heartbeats very fast..each time i hug u, i can resist to let u off.. i felt real comfortable for hugging you.. u r just like my everything.. i need you.. i wonder wat will happen if ever one day u leave me all by alone..oh no!! i rly cant imagine it.. hopefully dat day will never come in my life... cos i truly love you.. cos i need you.. you are my partner of my life.. i even think of staying wid u in future.. hopefully wad i think will come true.. i rly need you.. i cant leave without u.. it might be times i get mad over you, i scolded u, its all because I LOVE YOU!! i rly rly love you.. i rly rly need u ever ever in my life...forever n ever.. i hope that we will be together till d end of d day.. u r my one n only.. forever..in my entire life... this is my promise.. even if there's a day u wanna leave me.. i'll still be waiting for u.. i will never ever find anyone else cos i've found u.. u are all i need.. u r my everything.. i need u!! n i'll always be there for u whenever u need me.. each time when u need me by yourside.. i will get to u as fast as possible.. nothing can stop me from doin so..remember, there's once i wanna see u till i even take bus from sentral to ur hse area js to meet u.. and dat was the first time ever i took a public transport alone.. it was d first n last.. dis will never happen again.. ahahaha.. knw y.. cos i gt my own transport.. nowadays, we are not as close as last time where we used to be... i hope dis is js for temporarily.. maybe we need some short term break.. my short term break its like maybe a day...dat will be more thn enough.. i love it when i eat together wid u.. dat will always be my most memorable moment.. especially d first time when we had our pizza at new jj.. i still remember it very well... do u still remember it?? hmmm.. i love love love love....infinity love from me towards you... dis will never end... im glad to have you.. muaxxxxxxxxxxx.....! wo ai ni qing ai de xiao bao bei...

my godsis

2010-01-29T18:30:00.000-08:00

hehe....wad should i said ar?? ang yee ying is my godsis...lols...she's my class rep too...on the first day she came to my class...wohoooo!!! her face ar....cannot see wan lo....so cool lo....*freezing*...dat wan her character...nvm lo..but hor...her pattern ar....haha....every morning d bell will ring thn students have to line up outside d class...so u knw lar....my class ppl all like ah ma wan....walk slow slow...so she shouted at her....i was super pek chek wid her lo...i was sort of scolding her in my heart...i said...cannot wait ar....shout shout shout for wad....haha....bad hor me...but later on....afta a couple of days thn my class ppl feel tat she's very pretty.... haha....thn we disturb her....afta playing wid her she isnt't tat bad afta all la...i have a wrong impression on her dy gua..hehe... thn me n my friends called her 'mei li de prefect' hahaa...cos seriously all of us feel tat she's pretty.... since thn im sort of like disturb her everyday and thn we become very close....we talked almost everything..haha....everyday talk talk talk....non stop...ahha....!!! hehehe.... thn nvm lo....yesterday i so 'yong gan' ask her to be my godsis.. and it was my first time asking lo...i mean as in face to face ask her...haha...geng le....actually she said no lo...but dis morning she agreed to be my godsis...hehe...wohoooo!!! im so happy....lols....im glad to have her as my godsis...hehe....(30/1/2010)

shocked n touched!!!

2010-01-29T18:04:00.000-08:00

what should i said..i went shopping with my friends yesterday and guess who i met?? my class teacher... my best account teacher ever...she's been teaching me for 3 years dy and even now...i was in a shop trying out shoe....while i was waiting for my friend to try...i looked on d mirror and booommm!!! i saw my teacher....i was so freak out at that time...i was like..oh gosh!!! wat should i do now?? should i hide myself or said hi to her??? finally before i can take any action she was already behind me....so all i can do is...just said "er,hi teacher" hehe....stupid reaction lo...thn she ask me wat am i doin....thn i said dat im shopping-ing wid my friend lo..isnt it obvious!!! lols....haha...afta tat she went away...i thought is over...who knws she came back afta 10 mins and she saw me wearing heels...gosh!! it was like so embrassing lor....haha..reallly speechless...thn she called me out...i thought she want to scold me or ask me to do something bout class thingy....cos she's my class teacher ma...hehe....but guess what!!! she gave me RM 100 voucher for me to buy new year clothes....i was so shocked and stunt at dat moment....i felt real touched and thanks her....i really cant believe wad has happen on dat particular moment....oh no....!!! is RM 100 bucks....dont play play man...haha...is not 10 bucks...gosh!!! i was really very happy and touched bout it....thanks alot teacher!!!!

love.....

2010-01-02T09:23:00.000-08:00

haiz~ im seriously very upset with this word LOVE...well, if i could turn back the time...i hope that i will never get to any relationship n get hurt by someone tat i love...how could i describe it...i love him very much but we are meant not to be together becos of some personal reason.... now im wid someone that i dont love just to get rid of him.i felt bad for d guy tat i m wid now for playing his feeling but i dont have d choice...i must try to get rid of him....i felt really suffered each time i see him wid someone elsse n especially when i knw d person and they are real close.i get jealous easily but there's nothing much i can do besides getting jealous n envy of the person for getting so close wid him...i am very upset!! *sighing* what else should i do in order to get rid of him...each time when i try to forget him....and pops!! *ding ding* incoming calls or receiving msg from you asking me hw am i doin so far... and doing stuff for me to fall for u again and u r just treating me as ur fren and there's ntg much thn tat....each time dis happen and when u r concerning bout me whther in studies or personal matters...here comes my feeling towards u again...and when we are getting closer as in more thn js frens...it goes back the same old things again when u try to ignore me...not replying my msg n stuff...even when i call u or anything....there is not answer from you while i will keep waiting hope to hear from u soon...but ended up....nothing happen...by the time it comes the feeling of upset n feel like commiting sucide...haiz~ i dunno what i should do wid u...should i confess to u once again hoping we can get together n be a perfect couple or just stop where am i now and let u go??? anyone>??? help!!!!!!!!

exam fever is over...

2009-11-04T23:24:00.001-08:00

finally afta suffering for two weeks... exam is over....today 11.00am we hand up our laast exam paper that is our pengajian am paper 1. the paper was kinda tough. but luckily i can do it...not bad huh...hehe...i did study kay...and oh ya...we gt back our account paper. knw wad??? onli one person pass the others all fail.. im one of the failure. sad ryt? haiz....but expected result. i wanna stop studying form 6 lo. after dis exam i feel tat seriously form 6 is not easy to study. everday gotta study. no rest... as i knw myself well, i hate studying everday. im tat type of person tat will onli interested to study if i really like and understand that subject. after all, studying in form 6 is very stress and tense up. i feel so even i dont show it out. hmmm,hopefully i can stop studying f6 cos i really dont like it. form 6 its not part of my life. neway,exam is over...finally i can settle down...oh yea!!! now im waiting for hoilday....not going skol tmr....lazy...hehe...since exam is over so wat's d point going skol...lols....

mcd,dp,dreambox,a&w...

2009-11-04T03:18:00.000-08:00

today went out the from morning till afternoon...my knee was superb pain...haiz... neway, i did enjoy myself just now. i went out with my cousins n also some of my cousin's fren. we went there around 8.45 a.m. wonder hw early isit.lols....crazy rytz?? thnx to my cousin fren for such a good suggestion for going there so early.we ate our breakfast there. me,emily n helene sat one table while my cousin n his fren on the other table. all together is like 10 of us if im not wrong.neway, after breakfast we sat there and chat for while... we wait till dp is open. at first we plan to watch the POKER KING movie but ended up we did not watch it cos some of us dun wanna watch it...some said dat is a waste of money.. hey guys!! watch movie onli ma, waste of money meh?? i dont think so lo...agree??? lols. so in the morning we went dreambox, me,emily,helene and ye was in one room.the guys was in the different room.we sang like mad ppl..shouting all d way...hehe.... we took our lunch there too.. i ate sweet and sour fish,helene and ye ate fried rice and emily ate some fried stuff... i don't knw wat isit call...neway, afta the singing and stuff.. helene and emily wanted to go holiday inn to take their salary but ended up cant take cos need to wait for the time. now onli i knw tat ,there's is time when they can take their salary which is between 3.00-5.00 pm.. wat a rules.lols!!! they onli work for two days which are 10 hours and pop!!! they gt 44 bucks for d pay. wat a job...hehe... afta they failed to get their salary....haha....we went to a&w, we drink root bears and ate some curly fries. later we continue our journey to old town..lol. we sat there and talk for kinda long, talk crap...haha..but itss real funny... afta tat, we walk around dp for a while then we took bus back.. Knw WAT!!! is like d bus fare from dp to my house which is onli at newton cost me 1 bucks...its freaking expensive...dunno whether d bus driver gt cheat our money anot...is so unfair!!! neway, i did enjoy it....hehe....

p/s: there are some pic, gonna update soon...stay tune...lols!!!

pa exam....

2009-11-03T01:32:00.000-08:00

i will be having my last paper on this thurs.. im not going skol tmr...yea!!! i can slp late. i guess i should be studying right now??? but guess wat am i doing?? see dis...haha... even im not studying but im doin something 'beneficial' oh ya!! that's right... see, my mafia....level wat dy....dont play play a....not anyone can achieve it le... need time to play knw...haha...and oso my cafe world and restaurant city...hehe... neway, i did study even is a lil...lol...is better thn none right?? hehe...u gotta see my cousin that are going to sit for spm dis year. dis is wat i should learn from himmm....

even im not as hardworking as my cousin but i still did study...hehe....and today oso....haiz....afta muet paper 3 which are objective comprehension paper...during muet period we marked our paper. was very upset wid d result.i did badly...din expect for such result. dunno where i go mistake...*sighing*. sad...and oso my classmate today all r ignoring me.. dunno y... im like begin abandon. well, i dunno y..but wat i knw is dat im real upset....

3/11/2009 5.58pm

finally....

2009-11-02T00:34:00.000-08:00

oh yea..im finally done with my account exam today at 11.00 am. i was so happy that it ends. anyhow, it seems to be real tough ques. im gonna fail my account paper...oh yea!!! i fail my business paper. actually i knew it when i started doing the paper...haiz.. sad lo....i know the result when i went to staffroom to see my form teacher. There is when the business teacher saw me and called me... he was like... "hmmm irene, u knw wat??" i quickly answered him back. i said yea i knw i fail my business paper right.. ?? then he just kept quiet for a second and ask me what happen. ? all i can do it just smile to him back..hehe...im kinda regret for taking business. business subject is like u gotta memorise everything. everything is fact.. no common sense can be use..lols... and as i knw, my memory can it limited in studies. i can remember every single word in the book that i bought. its like, i study the front,continue with the back...and it goes 1,2,3,4 pop!!! there it goes. i have forgotten what i have memorize in front js now. i was wondering how am i gonna for my stpm with this kind of attitude i have. well, just have to "shun chi ze ran". lols. haha...am i right??? what else. my economy teacher said that she was disappointing with our class result. she said that kind of alot people in my class who fail their economy. holy shit...im gonna knw my result on friday. i think im sure to fail my economy too... i already be prepared to fail my account,business and economy. but neway, what have done is done. i cant turn back the time. so, im gonna work extra harder during this end year holiday since im not going anywhere during holiday. hehe.... so be prepared that when im in upper six. im gonna try my very best to get the best result and not to disappoint my mum and im gonna prove to everyone i can do it.... you guys just wait and see.... that's all for today....

2/11/2009 4.48p.m

account exam.....

2009-11-01T03:52:00.000-08:00

haiz.....tmr will be having my account paper...holy shit....im not done studying yet...lots more to go...hw am i suppose to finish it by a day...im gonna fail my account... no mood to study oso.. js dunno y... my account teacher gonna kill me if i fail...but afta tmr....im kinda relax...two more papers gotta go n dats it for d lower six...bye bye to u....hehe.... i cant wait for tomorrow ( 2/11/2009) 11.00 am.... wheere my accounts paper gonna ends...hehe....cant wait...today was a bored day... woke up at 11.30 am today. afta dat follow my aunt to mahkota parade for a hair wash.was there for like an hour...was stuck there like dumb person....is like....wat the...haiz....afta back home....was busy wid tv...n yet i knw tat im having my account paper....so smart right me??? exam scared sumore can watch tv....hehe....dis time si liao la....haha....dunnno hw....now im stuck wid my laptop uploading n surfing net....now writting blog...wat the hell....hehe....hmmm, k la...i guess i should be studying nw...

kem desaru....

2009-10-31T09:42:00.000-07:00

i was really shocked when i received a msg when im in ttn. i was at omar ttn (bm n sj) that time.. know wat happen!??@ I was choosen to go for d KHIDMAT NEGARA. when i read d msg...my heart its like....haiz...why me why me..?? i told myself dat im not going to go for the national service camp... dat day i was real sad....i was thinking...walao....why am i so ''lucky''...its like....wat theeeeeee.....shot!!! i knw that i was choosen for the second badge n was begin allocate at KEM DESARU KOTA TINGGI, it is situated at kota tinggi, where is nearby johor bharu. it consider real far for me. i plan to escape d camp...two weeks before when im suppose to enter the camp i decided to escape it by went to kedah, alor setar where my aunt stay. but it ended up i was call back by my another aunt saying that i better go for d camp or else i'll will be in d jail...I was really worry bout what she said and i came back alone by bus from alor setar to malacca. it tooks me 10 hours in d bus. and im all alone. i was scared at the time... but i gotta be brave....n finnaly i reach malacca midnight... see....i am so BRAVE!!!! hehe.... well, the following day my aunt fetch me to d camp which i've mention about it js now. it tooks me 4 hours to reach there. When i am in the car, im heart felt so sick n sad... I really dont want to go for the camp. what's more. i was already late for a week. everyone has knw each other and me....i js go there and alone...i was thinking...oh no! hw am i gonna survive there for 3 months.. holy shit... when i reach there, my aunt brought me into the camp. by the time i reach there is already evening. its around 6 where those camp's ppl are having their. once i reach there, i look into the canteen and saw freaking alot of ppl... i was stunt for a moment... afta dat, one of d jurulatih came to me n my aunt.. she talks to my aunt for a while. Once they finish talking, my aunt leave the camp. There's goes my life over there....when my aunt leave...its like my heart is crying...tears rolling down... at that particular moment i really want to follow my aunt back. *sobbing*. the jurulatih bring me into one of the dorm. i was placed at CHARLIE. once i step into the dorm i was begin welcomed. that was when i get to knw sin suen,fion.linda, n wan fen.. they were very friendly and nice to me. i was kinda touch by their kidness in helping me and their warmest welcome to me. it was really nice of them. and i miss them alot.after a few weeks been there, i meet new friends, i knw pei ling. ai fun,wei xin, tian pei,ai ting, wei ling, yi ping,yoyo,zhi wei, ah ma,kek suan, chai yee, ah hwa, huey wem, elise n lots lots more. all of them are very kind and good hearted.. afta been there, i was wrong bout my thinking that the camp will be very bad n im gonna suffer alot but it turns out the other way. everything its going very well...js at times there's some argument with my dorm mates but from there where our friendship get closer...hehe..my dorm mate are ai ting,wei ling,kek suan,n many more...here are some pics

1st post...

2009-10-31T09:27:00.000-07:00

well, im new here as im writting my 1st post here. i should start by introducing myself. Im Irene, a mood swing person as for my friends who know me well. My mood can change real fast. I can be very happy in the morning, and can be real moody in the afternoon. That's me...lols@ what else...oh ya!! i have a sharp voice. my friends always will said dat ''irene a, can u lower down ur voice, u knw u voice very sharp not??'' hehe...dis is wat happens each time i get really excited talking with my friends or when im not in mood. hmmmm, im currently studying form 6 now. i hate form 6 life but i gotta carry on. what to do....? im not rich. cant go for college even i have already plan to go. i js gotta stay on im my pathetic f6 life. that's all i can do. Afta all, not that bad cos i can escape from NATIONAL SERVICE early...lols...but i really miss those moments i spend there with my camp's friends. i miss them alot!!! i miss the teacher over there tooo. They are very noce n friendly to us...hehe...im done with my personality...hehe. i think that's all for today...

now its 1/11/2009 another new month... and my final year exam gonna end soon...hehe....cant wait for d moment....