me plus you~

well well,after long term of not writting in my blog..my long lost blog.. hmmm, im begin wid u..and each time when i see you...my heartbeats very fast..each time i hug u, i can resist to let u off.. i felt real comfortable for hugging you.. u r just like my everything.. i need you.. i wonder wat will happen if ever one day u leave me all by alone..oh no!! i rly cant imagine it.. hopefully dat day will never come in my life... cos i truly love you.. cos i need you.. you are my partner of my life.. i even think of staying wid u in future.. hopefully wad i think will come true.. i rly need you.. i cant leave without u.. it might be times i get mad over you, i scolded u, its all because I LOVE YOU!! i rly rly love you.. i rly rly need u ever ever in my life...forever n ever.. i hope that we will be together till d end of d day.. u r my one n only.. forever..in my entire life... this is my promise.. even if there's a day u wanna leave me.. i'll still be waiting for u.. i will never ever find anyone else cos i've found u.. u are all i need.. u r my everything.. i need u!! n i'll always be there for u whenever u need me.. each time when u need me by yourside.. i will get to u as fast as possible.. nothing can stop me from doin so..remember, there's once i wanna see u till i even take bus from sentral to ur hse area js to meet u.. and dat was the first time ever i took a public transport alone.. it was d first n last.. dis will never happen again.. ahahaha.. knw y.. cos i gt my own transport.. nowadays, we are not as close as last time where we used to be... i hope dis is js for temporarily.. maybe we need some short term break.. my short term break its like maybe a day...dat will be more thn enough.. i love it when i eat together wid u.. dat will always be my most memorable moment.. especially d first time when we had our pizza at new jj.. i still remember it very well... do u still remember it?? hmmm.. i love love love love....infinity love from me towards you... dis will never end... im glad to have you.. muaxxxxxxxxxxx.....! wo ai ni qing ai de xiao bao bei...

my godsis

hehe....wad should i said ar?? ang yee ying is my godsis...lols...she's my class rep too...on the first day she came to my class...wohoooo!!! her face ar....cannot see wan lo....so cool lo....*freezing*...dat wan her character...nvm lo..but hor...her pattern ar....haha....every morning d bell will ring thn students have to line up outside d class...so u knw lar....my class ppl all like ah ma wan....walk slow slow...so she shouted at her....i was super pek chek wid her lo...i was sort of scolding her in my heart...i said...cannot wait ar....shout shout shout for wad....haha....bad hor me...but later on....afta a couple of days thn my class ppl feel tat she's very pretty.... haha....thn we disturb her....afta playing wid her she isnt't tat bad afta all la...i have a wrong impression on her dy gua..hehe... thn me n my friends called her 'mei li de prefect' hahaa...cos seriously all of us feel tat she's pretty.... since thn im sort of like disturb her everyday and thn we become very close....we talked almost everything..haha....everyday talk talk talk....non stop...ahha....!!! hehehe.... thn nvm lo....yesterday i so 'yong gan' ask her to be my godsis.. and it was my first time asking lo...i mean as in face to face ask her...haha...geng le....actually she said no lo...but dis morning she agreed to be my godsis...hehe...wohoooo!!! im so happy....lols....im glad to have her as my godsis...hehe....(30/1/2010)

shocked n touched!!!

what should i said..i went shopping with my friends yesterday and guess who i met?? my class teacher... my best account teacher ever...she's been teaching me for 3 years dy and even now...i was in a shop trying out shoe....while i was waiting for my friend to try...i looked on d mirror and booommm!!! i saw my teacher....i was so freak out at that time...i was like..oh gosh!!! wat should i do now?? should i hide myself or said hi to her??? finally before i can take any action she was already behind me....so all i can do is...just said "er,hi teacher" hehe....stupid reaction lo...thn she ask me wat am i doin....thn i said dat im shopping-ing wid my friend lo..isnt it obvious!!! lols....haha...afta tat she went away...i thought is over...who knws she came back afta 10 mins and she saw me wearing heels...gosh!! it was like so embrassing lor....haha..reallly speechless...thn she called me out...i thought she want to scold me or ask me to do something bout class thingy....cos she's my class teacher ma...hehe....but guess what!!! she gave me RM 100 voucher for me to buy new year clothes....i was so shocked and stunt at dat moment....i felt real touched and thanks her....i really cant believe wad has happen on dat particular moment....oh no....!!! is RM 100 bucks....dont play play man...haha...is not 10 bucks...gosh!!! i was really very happy and touched bout it....thanks alot teacher!!!!

love.....

haiz~ im seriously very upset with this word LOVE...well, if i could turn back the time...i hope that i will never get to any relationship n get hurt by someone tat i love...how could i describe it...i love him very much but we are meant not to be together becos of some personal reason.... now im wid someone that i dont love just to get rid of him.i felt bad for d guy tat i m wid now for playing his feeling but i dont have d choice...i must try to get rid of him....i felt really suffered each time i see him wid someone elsse n especially when i knw d person and they are real close.i get jealous easily but there's nothing much i can do besides getting jealous n envy of the person for getting so close wid him...i am very upset!! *sighing* what else should i do in order to get rid of him...each time when i try to forget him....and pops!! *ding ding* incoming calls or receiving msg from you asking me hw am i doin so far... and doing stuff for me to fall for u again and u r just treating me as ur fren and there's ntg much thn tat....each time dis happen and when u r concerning bout me whther in studies or personal matters...here comes my feeling towards u again...and when we are getting closer as in more thn js frens...it goes back the same old things again when u try to ignore me...not replying my msg n stuff...even when i call u or anything....there is not answer from you while i will keep waiting hope to hear from u soon...but ended up....nothing happen...by the time it comes the feeling of upset n feel like commiting sucide...haiz~ i dunno what i should do wid u...should i confess to u once again hoping we can get together n be a perfect couple or just stop where am i now and let u go??? anyone>??? help!!!!!!!!

exam fever is over...

finally afta suffering for two weeks... exam is over....today 11.00am we hand up our laast exam paper that is our pengajian am paper 1. the paper was kinda tough. but luckily i can do it...not bad huh...hehe...i did study kay...and oh ya...we gt back our account paper. knw wad??? onli one person pass the others all fail.. im one of the failure. sad ryt? haiz....but expected result. i wanna stop studying form 6 lo. after dis exam i feel tat seriously form 6 is not easy to study. everday gotta study. no rest... as i knw myself well, i hate studying everday. im tat type of person tat will onli interested to study if i really like and understand that subject. after all, studying in form 6 is very stress and tense up. i feel so even i dont show it out. hmmm,hopefully i can stop studying f6 cos i really dont like it. form 6 its not part of my life. neway,exam is over...finally i can settle down...oh yea!!! now im waiting for hoilday....not going skol tmr....lazy...hehe...since exam is over so wat's d point going skol...lols....

mcd,dp,dreambox,a&w...

today went out the from morning till afternoon...my knee was superb pain...haiz... neway, i did enjoy myself just now. i went out with my cousins n also some of my cousin's fren. we went there around 8.45 a.m. wonder hw early isit.lols....crazy rytz?? thnx to my cousin fren for such a good suggestion for going there so early.we ate our breakfast there. me,emily n helene sat one table while my cousin n his fren on the other table. all together is like 10 of us if im not wrong.neway, after breakfast we sat there and chat for while... we wait till dp is open. at first we plan to watch the POKER KING movie but ended up we did not watch it cos some of us dun wanna watch it...some said dat is a waste of money.. hey guys!! watch movie onli ma, waste of money meh?? i dont think so lo...agree??? lols. so in the morning we went dreambox, me,emily,helene and ye was in one room.the guys was in the different room.we sang like mad ppl..shouting all d way...hehe.... we took our lunch there too.. i ate sweet and sour fish,helene and ye ate fried rice and emily ate some fried stuff... i don't knw wat isit call...neway, afta the singing and stuff.. helene and emily wanted to go holiday inn to take their salary but ended up cant take cos need to wait for the time. now onli i knw tat ,there's is time when they can take their salary which is between 3.00-5.00 pm.. wat a rules.lols!!! they onli work for two days which are 10 hours and pop!!! they gt 44 bucks for d pay. wat a job...hehe... afta they failed to get their salary....haha....we went to a&w, we drink root bears and ate some curly fries. later we continue our journey to old town..lol. we sat there and talk for kinda long, talk crap...haha..but itss real funny... afta tat, we walk around dp for a while then we took bus back.. Knw WAT!!! is like d bus fare from dp to my house which is onli at newton cost me 1 bucks...its freaking expensive...dunno whether d bus driver gt cheat our money anot...is so unfair!!! neway, i did enjoy it....hehe....

p/s: there are some pic, gonna update soon...stay tune...lols!!!

pa exam....

i will be having my last paper on this thurs.. im not going skol tmr...yea!!! i can slp late. i guess i should be studying right now??? but guess wat am i doing?? see dis...haha... even im not studying but im doin something 'beneficial' oh ya!! that's right... see, my mafia....level wat dy....dont play play a....not anyone can achieve it le... need time to play knw...haha...and oso my cafe world and restaurant city...hehe... neway, i did study even is a lil...lol...is better thn none right?? hehe...u gotta see my cousin that are going to sit for spm dis year. dis is wat i should learn from himmm....

even im not as hardworking as my cousin but i still did study...hehe....and today oso....haiz....afta muet paper 3 which are objective comprehension paper...during muet period we marked our paper. was very upset wid d result.i did badly...din expect for such result. dunno where i go mistake...*sighing*. sad...and oso my classmate today all r ignoring me.. dunno y... im like begin abandon. well, i dunno y..but wat i knw is dat im real upset....

3/11/2009 5.58pm